The life I live.

Recently decided I don’t want blonde hair no more,
so I died it RED <3
and got it cut.

I always smile whenever he is around. When he smiles, I smile.
Today, we were at the movies, and he was laughing because of something he was thinking and was trying to tell me. I just started to laugh because he couldn’t keep quiet.
The seniors at my school don’t have to go to class on Tuesday. While I was out at the movies with his mom, him and I, he was messing around with his mom and told her that I should spend the night on Monday night because we don’t have school Tuesday.
I laughed because I didn’t think that his mom was going to say no forsure..but I was wrong. She told Anthony that I would be able to stay the night. (:
Hahahah, I was shocked, but I also thought that that was pretty cool. I mean, my mom let him stay the night on New Year’s and we slept (fully clothed) in my bedroom and my mom didn’t get mad about it. Then about 2 months ago, Anthony’s mom let me go to a hotel with her, him, and two little kids. Also, about two weeks ago my father and little brother (6) came to Michigan to see me, and my dad let my boyfriend stay the night and go swimming with us and whatnot.

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I will love him always and forever. No matter what.
We worked things out, and are trying to trust eachother again.
He randomly texted me saying “Penis”
I replied back “Oh, is that how you feel? Lol.”
Him - “Lmao no but it’s what you feel;)”
Me - “Hahah(; that was a good one. Lol.”
Him - “Lol shank ya shank ya, I’ll be here all week!”
Me - “That’s it :( ?”
Him - “Aww well I guess I can stay an extra day just for you.”
Me - “Lol only for me? :)”
Him - “Always and forever.”
Me - “Pinky promise?(;”
Him - “Pinky promise:)”

Made my night.

Knowing that some other girl could have him.
Trying to get him to understand that you’re putting your everything into the relationship, and he just seems like he isn’t trying.
Cuddling with him, just laying down watching movies or looking into his eyes is the best thing ever.
Making promises to keep him with you.
Knowing that you could possibly be having his baby, and he has no clue about it yet..but you’re not sure yet either. There’s been signs & spotting though.
Watching him walk away, slowly slipping away from you.
Knowing that some other girl could have him.

Yep, that’s what’s happening to me…
But I’ll be fine, (: eventually.